One will never hear

it will not be clear,
I never hold to hope,
life before, thereafter
life in death disaster,
Life in failings of learnings.
life not in yearnings.
Anything more is a bonus cor
anything less, no longer a mess.

A zest in jest in test.
genuine means attest,
to have now, to hold dear
in these future beside empty years,
go it alone in thy zone,
from those, me alone,
a job with funny care,
never again will it stare.