when all is said and done

When all is said and done 

 Still the one
With the deep scars
And feel as though from Mar's

No amount of words
Will change what occurred
Leaving it beyond comprehension
And full of apprehension

Left to own devices
Very much a crisis
For one to die
With one left to cry

  Weak from lack of nutrition
Expected to do this mission
In this condition
With no admission

Until raised the concerns
Hearing it all churned
Time and again
And then the omission

Perhaps more robust care
Couldn't be more laid bare
Only too late for one
 Never enough said and done

Come what may
Left to life in disarray
 Attempting to find order
From so much disorder